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Angel died

Tue Jul 7, 2009, 10:05 AM
  • Mood:
  • Listening to: the white noise of grief in my head
  • Reading: too sad to read
  • Watching: too sad to watch anything
  • Playing: too sad to even play games
  • Eating: definitely too sad to eat
  • Drinking: vodka, no kidding, I hate liquor
I got back from AX, saw a Twitter, found out my best friend and RP partner of over a decade died suddenly of 'unknown causes'.
I don't cry often. Really, I don't.
Well, I'm bawling now.
The feeling of agonizing surreality continues. I should be inspired to draw out some angsty pieces. But all I want to do is go online and complain to her about my sadness, since that's my habit. Well, that can't happen now, obviously. She no longer exists.
And I have all those thousands and thousands of pages we RPed, and all our characters...am I just supposed to let them die with her?
But if I roleplay them too, it won't really be her playing them. But I can't just forget about then either.
Christ. What am I supposed to do?

PS the rest of dA knows her as :iconinqy:
I know her as Angel.
Goddamn. Life sucks. Death sucks more.

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  • Current Residence: Somewheeeere over the rainbooooow....
  • Interests: roleplaying, anime/manga, RPVGs, LINK
  • Favourite movie: Lord of the Rings, Titan A.E., Analyze This
  • Favourite band or musician: Varies between Beethoven and Everclear
  • Favourite genre of music: Varies between rock and classical
  • Favourite artist: ~mutedfaith~ridoine~eversordeus~azhrarn
  • Favourite poet or writer: Iris Johansen-Elizabeth Boyer-Joel Rsbg.
  • Favourite photographer: ~pseudomunkey !
  • Favourite style of art: pretty fantasy stuff...and boys! Er, that is, tasteful nudity. Tassty tasteful...heeeeh...
  • Operating System: Windows XP, ATM
  • MP3 player of choice: windows media player (...)
  • Shell of choice: abalone
  • Wallpaper of choice: Sexy bois film noire.
  • Skin of choice: something simple but not incredibly boring
  • Favourite game: WoW, Majesty, The Sims: Unleashed, Caesar 3, Morrowind <--especially this, Soul Calibur 2
  • Favourite gaming platform: * means I actually have one: Gamecube*, PC*, PS2, Xbox, SNES*, GBA, Sega Genesis*, board games*
  • Favourite cartoon character: Link from Legend of Zelda, or Fulle from Scrapped Princess.
  • Personal Quote: "Insulting you would mean I actually care about your feelings as to try to hurt them."
  • Tools of the Trade: black 0.5 mechanical pencil, gummy eraser, Photoshop v.7, 1x1 inch tablet X|; pens!

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I'm really sorry for the loss of your friend. And I'm not just saying that. I've lost one of my RP friends as well, though not through death, but through an argument and an acquired boyfriend lol. I stumbled upon your recent post today on hubpages in my own search to find a partner and I think we might be the cure to each others' predicaments. We both seem to be at a loss as to what to do to fill the void. No one can replace the other, but, I think I'm going through withdraw of the creative process. You probably know what I mean lol. I'm a grammar Nazi as well and I'm pretty sure I could meet your standards. Write on my wall if you're interested and we can talk! I also have AIM and MSN as well. :)
amazing gallery :)

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xxx-Lethal

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